Run along my spine
And I’m not sure how many times
It takes to figure it out
My love for you multiplies
When I look away it reignites
But I’ve come to realize
it’ll just take some time
To redefine the meaning of all my life
Why do I reach out to the one who has no doubt
that they want me out of their life right now
Was the problem that I over gave?
Was the problem that I over communicated?
Was the problem that I over expected?
No, the problem is that he was not strong enough... right now...
It’s true I wanted out
And it’s true I tried to say goodbye
But it was the sound of my friend
It was the memories of my family
That stopped me from dying
I tied myself to you
I only wanted you
But it wasn’t fair to constantly give into you
I never gave myself some time
To heal my deepening wounds
Instead I found ourselves crashing
In the hands of doubt and self sacrifice.
Darkness is here and it’s drawing me close to sin.
What can I say right now?
There’s no love for me here...
I’ve been used, reused, and disused.
No wonder I’ve been thrown away.
By: Victoria S. Rios-Rivas
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